10 posts from September 2006

I was horribly sick all weekend, felt better on Monday, went to school, had a moderately bad day, came home, OH MY GAWD my dollfie came. So I was very happy yesterday afternoon.

This morning, however, I had a total breakdown and cried like a wuss for awhile, before going to SU and drawing buildings for VPA (which I totally suck at).

This led to the prelude of a throbbing migraine, so after fifth period I went home. Right now I'm feeling nauseous and shit. I felt thusly last night, but I was dehydrated; I drank some water and felt fine. It's not the case right now, but I guess I'm still feeling fucked from earlier.

I hate underclassmen, they deserve to be brutally raped.

Gonna go do homework and sleep it off.

What's your favorite foreign accent?

Russian accents are hot.

DVD!

Someone who understands the Japanese fullview that and tell me what it says. XD It's off the bonus DVD that came with Nameless Liberty. Speaking of which, I took a million screencaps of it last night, I'll try to get some up soon.

Me: *runs into living room* WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
Mom: WHAT?
Me: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
Mom: What are you doing?!
Me: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
Mom: I'm on the computer, why, do you want to get on?
Me: *horribly condescending tone* PSSH like I would ever use YOUR computer.
Mom: Actually, I'm about to play spider solitaire.
Me: NOBODY LIKES SPIDER SOLITAIRE.
Mom: I like spider solitaire.
Me: YOU'RE NOBODY.
Mom: I'M NOT NOBODY!
Me: YES YOU ARE.
Mom: I DON'T THINK I'M NOBODY.

WTF ETC.

I got my order from Dollmore, they sent me some potpourrisoap flower with it.

I has a flower!

That sure is a flower...

Jrock entry to come. It requires planning and thought.

Today kind of sucked; in VPA the teachers were like "omg we like ur old person sketch better than the final one, improve on the sketch and we'll take it for a grade", so I was like, Okay, but I felt like shit because I can't take constructive crit from older people. XD So I went and hid out in the sculpting room and started a random eraser lift of Toshiya being gangster.

Eraser lift being putting powdered charcoal down on paper, rubbing it in, and then erasing out the highlights. I can do that, it's kinda like painting in photoshop.

...powdered charcoal is really messy. I got it on my face. But Rachel washed it off for me. Bless her.

At lunch me and the crazy Korean chick Jun shared her egg sandwich, hahah. I love Jun. <33 Molly was like, too occupied with FUCKING Michelle Rosen my god it was like clash of the super nerds between those two. Jun saved me.

And then in AP History I got a fucking C on my test. WHAT THE FUCK. I don't get mediocre grades on history tests EVER. I aced the multiple choice, the teacher wrote "NOT AP WORK" all over the written portion. I don't like him anymore. He should've been more clear on the fact that those descriptions were supposed to be like crazy mini essays or whatever.

Therefore, I don't like him anymore, and yet I had to write a four page outline for that class tonight. I am feeling so incredibly disloyal to him that I don't think I should've had to do that. Because my logic is um. Flawed. Haha.

So, anyway, VPA is making me very nervous at this point, history is making me nervous, and math is just kind of there because I always do terribly. XD

I was looking through a catalouge for Ringling School of Art and Design today and was like, "That's where I wanna go."

So now I really just want to get into that school. Like, I'm stupid and not really even considering any others, except for one in PA, but still. Everyone in VPA wants to get into, like, Pratt. I would never want to get into that school. Ever.

It's in Sarasota, Florida, which sucks because it'd be hot, but I think it would be good for me to get away. And if I need to flock somewhere, my grandparents are in Florida too.

But I really just need to get away.

Also need to stop getting D's in math.

Sometimes, I wonder about Kaoru's music tastes. XD Although they're pretty good. I mean, he likes Crazy Town and Sevendust, so obviously his taste is superior.

I, actually, have a LOT of things to do today. I slept in until like, 12, and then played Gallop Racer 2003 for awhile (I should get the new one, but I'm totally broke).

Then the power flickered and the internets died and therefore I couldn't print out the pictar of my grandma I need to draw. Then I remembered, my printer dun broked.

Anyway. I need to read and outline a chapter of AP history NOOOOOO and then some math homework that I don't feel like doing.

Oh yeah, Dream of Doll fucked me over hard and cancelled my payment, for apparently they aren't accepting Paypal right now. So. I cancelled. And ordered from Luts. Luts won't fuck me over, I hope. But I got my stuff within a week, so it probably won't be too horribly slow.

And I ordered a wig from Dollmore, which has already been shipped ou wow.

So, if all goes according to plan, he will be thus:

Him: http://doll.luts.co.kr/item-img/MNF_060510-1.jpg
Wig: http://www.dollmore.net/goods/images/20050906062406m.jpg
Clothes: http://doll.luts.co.kr/item-img/MFC_051115-9.jpg
Boots: http://doll.luts.co.kr/item-img/MFS_051104-3.jpg

Fantastic DVD. I'll upload pics of it later, but disc 1 was amazing. When they came out, they all walked down the center aisle so the lucky fans could touch them. They sorta pulled Uruha's jacket off. XD Kai looked terrified, Aoi was like "*preen*" and Reita was like YAY HIGHFIVES FOR EVERYONE.

It also came with an encore DVD and a bonus footage DVD, both of which I haven't gotten around to finishing, there's SO much stuff. *sparkles* It's great. Gazette is a fantastic band.

I went to bed at like 4 AM and slept in late. It was glorious. But around 12:23 Katie texted me telling me she was leaving for the barn (we had arranged to carpool) and I was like "FUCK" and texted her back asking what I should do, so then she called and was like "we'll wait if you leave now". So I was like, aight, pulled on some clothes and went out.

When we went to catch the horses, Ransom came right to me. She used to never do that, back when I stopped riding a lot. Now she loves me again. <3 She neighs and stuff whenever she sees me.

Ransom has been much better lately with her groundwork. More energetic and willing to bend. And she had the best right lead canter today. It felt wonderful. So, she must be getting better. Hopefully that means my right leg is getting stronger again.

I ended up staying out at the barn for four hours, because we talked to Jen for awhile, then wormed and measured the horses (Ransom is a bit over 15.1 hands. I'VE BEEN LIED TO! Her old owners told me she was 15.2. She's barely over 15.1 with shoes.). And like, we tortured them and dressed them up for kicks, it was adorable.

And we took turns getting on the baby, Howie. He was very good. He is so cute, I love him.

And then we went in Jen's house and messed around, then left.

Also, my mother has informed me that if I keep my grades up for two marking terms, she will buy me an iMac. YAAAAY.

I just ordered the 24 wallet set and a 10 grey value set of Copic markers, a ten pack of razors, a xacto knife, a set of a dozen Magic Rub erasers, a new sketchbook, and a nifty compass thing. All bought with my dad's credit card, because he told me to, because all of that (except for the 24 set) was needed for school. XD It was really expensive...shipping included, it totalled at $202. Damned high quality markers.

So. That should ship on Tuesday and come to me Wednesday or Thursday, and Wednesday I'm hoping Nameless Liberty will go out. I should get that sometime next weekend.

I seriously love to get stuff in the mail. It's like the most exciting thing in the world.

They're coming out with another one, called "Agitated Screams of Maggots" and it is described by CD Japan to be their "most violent yet". Which probably means it's going to be sexy screamy. While the faggot fans mourn the loss of Diru ten years ago. Poor babies.

Dare I order it? I dunno, I'll see. I wish I could put it with my Nameless Liberty order, but the release dates are probably different... *ramble*

YAY DIR EN GREY.